THE Woman Who Sees in the Dark 

Black Lotus – Woman Who Sees in the Dark is the third petal of the Lotus Sacred Journey for women, an on going program that have several steps and stages where we work various dimensions of being a woman.

During several retreats we deepening, we heal, we expand and we remember who we are.

By working with the Mystery, Intuition, Shadow, you will become responsible for all of your being and you will have the opportunity to take decisions that will shape your life from a deep space of wisdom and sincerity.


Black Lotus is designed to penetrate beyond your habitual masks and to focus your total energy onto the search for who you really are. 


In a loving and supportive atmosphere, you can put aside some of your old protections and open up to a new dimension of energy. Releasing old blocks and stuck emotions - anger, pain, fear, jealousy, repressed sexuality – you will free up a space inside you which is longing for love, trust and celebration. You will be practicing honest expression of yourself in a different dimension, opening your hearts allowing your true wisdom to blossom.

By freeing yourself of the controlling influence of this “inner judge” you find back parts of yourself that had gone missing, and living your life with passion comes naturally again.


In the dark of your psyche you find hidden, denied and rejected aspects of yourself - the Shadows. They have been shut out and thus live underground. Yet they pop up in the most unexpected moments and express themselves often in unhealthy and distorted ways.

You will be supported to work with your deepest wisdom, your intuition. Intuition is a gift we all have. Once rediscovered, intuition opens new doors to the inner and outer world. All we need to do is to remember our innate gift of intuition and to find and follow our own path to reach it.


Black Lotus is a very deep and transformational step into your own Sacred Inner Journey where you will have surprising new insights and expansions into the unknown, one more important step into self-esteem, respect and dignity, in the direction of your vibrant life.

with black lotus

you will


1) Improved Relationships

As you integrate your shadow side and come to terms with your darker half, you see yourself more clearly. You become more grounded, human, and whole.

When you can accept your own darker parts, it is easier to accept the shadow in others.

As a result, other people’s behavior won’t trigger you as easily. You’ll also have an easier time communicating with others.

You may notice an improvement in your relationships with your spouse, family members, friends, and business associates.

2) Clearer Perception

In seeing others and yourself as you are, you’ll have a cleaner lens with which to view the world.

As you integrate your shadow self, you’re approaching your authentic self, which gives you a more realistic assessment of who you are.

You won’t perceive yourself as being too big (inflated) or too small (deflated).

When you’re self-aware, you can assess your environment with more accurately.

You’ll see others and evaluate situations with greater clarity, compassion, and understanding.


3) Enhanced Energy and Physical Health

Dragging around this invisible bag of stuff behind us is draining. It is exhausting work to continually repress and suppress all of the parts of ourselves that we don’t want to face in our adulthood.

Fatigue and lethargy can plague the unexamined life. Mental suppression can also lead to physical pain and disease.

With Black Lotus work, you liberate a tremendous reservoir of energy you were unconsciously investing in protecting yourself.

This can improve your physical, mental, and emotional health.

Black Lotus work can bring you inner strength and a greater sense of balance, making you better equipped to take on life’s challenges.

4) Psychological Integration and Maturity

As long as we deny our shadows and repress certain parts of ourselves, a sense of wholeness and unity is elusive.

How can we feel a sense of wholeness and balance with a divided mind?

Integrating the shadow brings you one step closer to realizing a sense of wholeness. It’s a critical step to achieving mature adulthood.

5) Greater Creativity

One of the greatest benefits of Black Lotus work is that it unlocks more of your creative potential.


6) Following Your Greatest Wisdom

 Your Intuition



  • An improvement in your relationships with your loved ones

  • A relaxed confidence that you have what it takes to find your way. That you can create your life as you want and need.

  • A capacity to recognize and fulfill your needs.

  • An ability to be still and present.

  • A recognition that you have the inner resources to meet life’s challenges.

  • The capacity to feel your emotions, to listen to the wisdom of your body and to reduce the dominance of the mind.

  • The ability to connect and make deep contact with other humans.

  • A renewed sense of basic trust that this world is supportive, loving and benevolent and that the people within it can be too.

  • Learning how to let go of a fear-based perspective and recognizing and confronting your fears.

  • Choosing actions that are more in alignment with your true values, needs and longing.

  • Increasing your capacity for intimacy and deep, authentic, heartfelt relationships.

  • Increasing your sense of self-worth, humility and compassion.

  • Finding your personal and meaningful vision and expression in this world.

  • A sense of being on-track and aligned with your destiny.

  • An expanded sense of joy and capacity to be grateful for and celebrate your life.

  • A sense of being connected to, and part of, something which is greater than you.

  • The ability to live in dignity.

  • Resolution of psychological issues and their effect on your body and health.

At Black Lotus Retreat we will work with total confidentiality, safe a professional space of Therapy using different modern techniques and ancient philosophies and rituals.

Hand Shadow

At the BLACK LOTUS Retreat, we enter at the door of the Mystery.

We focus to see what we still cannot understand, what we can’t see, what we don’t know. We dive into the black night of the soul learning how to grow into trust.




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Shadow-Work brings them out into the light - so they become part of us. Unleashing these repressed energies is one of the most powerful tools for transformation. Exploring your shadow can lead to greater authenticity, creativity, energy, and personal awakening.


This introspective process is essential for reaching mature adulthood. You will become aware of how you sabotage and compromise your deepest truths, values and needs. You will make a significant shift into self-esteem, respect and dignity.



Quiet your mind so you can focus on what’s most important.

Release stress and defuse anxiety so you can enjoy deep levels of relaxation.

Activate superior cognitive functioning so you can make more effective decisions.

Cultivate heightened self-awareness so you can develop greater emotional intelligence.

Center yourself quickly so you can rise above procrastination and self-doubt.